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i have a lesson in life for you guys today: don't trust anyone with anything, because no matter how close of friends you apparently believe you are, they will inevitably dick you over the first chance they get for a slice of popularity, especially on the internet. there's a lot i can say, i could be as big of a douchebag as this person was and return the favor, but i'd rather them just sit and know that i know they're a shady fuck. no hard feelings, it's the internet. now, for a little lesson about me: in school, especially middle school, i got picked on a lot because my parents didn't have much money and growing up on long island, if you don't grow up wealthy, you're worth shit. people were cruel from the time i was 11 to the time i turned 16, for no reason at all. when i was younger, i used to cry every night because i couldn't understand why these people didn't like me. i couldn't understand why anyone would want to be so horrible to anyone else. as i grew up, i became a bitch for a very long while because sometimes, the things people say and do harden a person, it's life, people react to things differently. it took me a very, very long time to accept who i am as a person and to be able to admit that i'm not always the nicest, prettiest or smartest girl there is. today, i can look at myself in the mirror and smile, not because i'm full of myself or because i think i'm god's gift to anything, but because i am comfortable with who i am. i am happy being the girl who'll offer advice to everyone, take all the shit life has to throw at her and still stand strong. i'm proud to be the girl who gets so moved by random tragedy and other people's emotions that i often cry out of empathy. i will never, ever sit here and defend to any of you who i am or where i come from and i'm happy to know that unless you put on someone's shoes and walk a mile in them, you don't know the last thing about them. i am who i am and i love it. if you don't, that's awesome, move on.
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